trust me, my life is in such a mess now...

tell me if i'm wrong, but i'm supposed to be focusing on my Christian life now right?

but, i'm currently

1) not reading the Bible for more than 1 week now
2) thinking of going out of ministry
3) not spending enough time praying

and, yup, the main reason is definitely assignments.

i hate my life in Trinity College, especially third term. it's a lot of work.

i've handed in 1 assignment today, so that's one "monkey off my back".

haiz...

and yeah, i'm trying to mix with the culture here.

a lot of people said that since i'm in an international school, i would never pick up the accent here.

square peg in a round hole ey?

i'm so depressed now.

on one hand, i want to remain as who i am. on the other...peer pressure. that's my topic for cell group tonight.

and you know what?

i JUST realised that i'm in one huge one myself now. li ern's right, i'm such a loser.

...i think...

God, help me.

i am still in You Lord. and strengthen me no matter what. thank You Lord Jesus Christ. i want to root myself in You now.

and forever.

i really appreciate everything that You have given me. and i am really grateful that You have lifted all my burdens from me.

thank You very much.

druu

God bless you!a